It is now found that, in fact, you are really good for me, then I was cheated you, joking with you, but do not know the deep hurt you.

现在发现，实际上，您真正地有益于我，然后我被欺诈了您，耍笑与您，但是不知道深刻的创伤您。

youdao

I would like to convince myself that you are joking with me, but all have proved that you lied to me all along in.

我很想说服自己，那都是你在跟我开玩笑，可是事实证明了一切，你至始至终都在骗我。

youdao